Friday, January 13, 2012

BLESSED ARE THE CRACKED



THE ALCHEMY OF CHANGE
can you feel it?
it's time we change this planet for good
and it starts with one
that is you
now is your time to create your own alchemy within the entire recipe of you
begin your own magical process of transforming your operation 
from ordinary to extra-ordinary
become x-cellent, a highly functioning organism
how to begin?
through the magical power, the process, the alchemy of becoming self aware
how well do you know your self?
when you know every part of yourself you have the power in
your structures to discern the best path for you 
can you cease the need to look for answers, direction and validation from others?
this is power
power to feel
power to listen
power to discern
the power to know....is this right for me?  
should I take this chance?  do I need to take this?  
holding this power, this frequency is strong
it sets you at ease and others can sense it
you are magnetic, glowing, attractive, beautiful
becoming self aware is required for change 
it involves tuning in and becoming aware of every part of you.
how do you fuel your body?  
how do you listen to your inner guidance?  
do you attend to the clean up of your inner biology and cleanse?  
do you move your body?  
are you aware and discerning of your emotions or are you a puppet to reaction?  
what are your dependencies?
can you let go?
can you be open?
can you try something new?
can you trust?
find a practice to refine your self awareness
it is body building for your senses
crack your code
empower yourself
for blessed are the cracked
they will change the world!

-Susie

ALCHEMY: 
concerned principally with discovering methods for transmuting 
or finding a universal solvent and an elixir of life.
Any magical power or process of transmuting a common substance, 
into a substance of great value.



Thursday, January 5, 2012

LAUNCH YOUR CHANGE

TIME FOR A CHANGE

With the turn of another calendar year, once again its time to take stock 
in what is running you and your life
where are your actions and intentions taking you
what are your patterns
where are you stuck
what do you want to keep
what is ready for an upgrade
where are you in your self awareness
 how discerning are you of your intentions, actions and relationships 
that are guiding you along a certain path
are they the best for you
how sharp is your ability to sense the options nature is showing you 
for your highest life path
do you seek your answers in others

how aware are you
how still can you be to hear the intelligence in every particle of nature around you that is guiding your every action and decision
are you living your life to what is expected or deemed normal to those around you
 are you choosing according to your desires and passions which is your happiness

how well do you know yourself?

do you know nature
do you have a sense of the divine in your daily life, or do you take it for granted
are you tethered to your soul
do you know what your spirit is
are you open to all possibilities in nature, or do you need to read it in a book
are you stubborn
do you conform
do you need to be told
can you feel
can you sense
are you open to the un-imaginable and the magical 
or do you need it to be scientifically proven in order to be true
how open are you
how flexible are you
how willing are you
how free are you

do you move your body
do you look after the cause of your discomforts or do you treat the symptoms

are you productive
are you creative
are you flourishing in your life work or is it time for a change

does your nutrition regime consist of whole, pure and colorful foods full of vitality and life which serves as the paint brush creating a natural beauty and glow
or do you consume a vast amount of packaged, processed and preservative packed food 
what you eat becomes your physiology, the art work on your face
are you bright as the sun or stiff as a board
are you clear and healthy or clogged and inflammed

do you spend time in contemplation of yourself
do you make time for love, giving and compassion
do you take time to be still, quiet and alone
do you smile
do you laugh
do you cry
do you love
do you give thanks
do you share
do you give
do you serve
do you try

how well do you know yourself

choose to make this year your special year to release yourself from all you think you need to be.  have the intention and take the steps to invest in your senses of self awareness and discernment.  try something new each day.  make efforts to upgrade your nutrition, start a new workout regime, make time for love, make time for contemplation, look for answers in yourself, take a risk, try something new.

be open
be free
launch a change

amen

Friday, November 4, 2011

WHAT DO YOU LEAVE IN YOUR WAKE?



what trail to you leave through your journey?  
what do you leave people with every day, every minute, 
what do you leave people with?  
what do you leave in your wake?  
do you leave people better then they were? 
do you leave a battle with nature?  
if someone is not conforming to your plans, or requirements, 
or needs, do you fight the natural flow of nature in someone else?
do you reject nature when it is convient to you?  
how do you deal with oneness in your daily life? 
do you reject nature when someone didn’t turn up on time?  
do you reject nature when someone let you down on something?  
does it work out later on and you think, what was i worried about?  
what was i upset about, its worked out.  
do you have the realization to know,  
to sense the order of nature in your life?  
are you manifesting the correct things?  
are you vibrating in the right way to make your path most effective?

what do you leave in your wake?
-Master John Douglas
www.spirit-repair.com


Monday, August 15, 2011

"No man ever manages a legitimate business in this life 
without doing directly far more for other men 
than he is trying to do for himself." 
- Henry Ward Beecher

Friday, August 5, 2011

Intuitive Impulses?


I am not sure I know what you mean by "intuitive impulses" or hearing guidance can you expand?  Sure.  So from a personal recollection if I think back some years and I would hear someone suggest I "listen" for guidance or follow your intuition etc etc.  The idea of that would sparkle and flicker in me, but I was not sure how to access that guidance or reach it.  Would I hear a voice or something like the biblical television production of the 10 commandments that we would watch without fail every Easter in my Catholic household.  I can remember seeing Noah or Moses all of the sudden get  LOAD voice from the heavens calling their name :)  Is this what would happen for me when I would hear the guidance....although in a soft "Susie" and not a shrilling scream...though the louder the better to get my attention.  

Anyway, moving on here, over time from my own personal growth efforts and most importantly actually and truly learning about the faculties that each human has of "clairvoyance" and after finding that awareness from John Douglas of Australia www.spirit-repair.com and using his lessons and tools to more or less, "power up" or super charge those faculties or what John refers to as "pilates of the spirit", I am growing these structures and becoming almost like a powerful radio tuner.  I can "feel" the guidance I need to get to make the next choice in my life.  I personally don't "hear" voices but rather all of the sudden see a picture in my mind of me doing something, like a daydream, and I recognize that as guidance by how it "feels" in my heart.  Typically it is like, "Oh yeah, of course, that is what I should do" or thoughts come through that stop and make a certain kind of impression on me that I know that was not just a "susie thought", but rather one coming in from "the frequencies of nature" or the "unbounded intelligence in nature" that is ultimately God no matter which way you slice it, dice it, label it, paint it...period end it is God.

That is what I refer to as an "Intuitive Impulse"  pretty cool.  How, when or where does this come.  Well, firstly it is without me trying, seeking, asking or looking.  I use John's CD. Psychological Repair to state or ask a question I am seeking guidance for in my life.  On the CD there is a point that you are prompted to "ask" and I do.  Then I let it go and in faith I know I will get a daydream image, or someone will come and ask me or tell me something and my heart will flutter so I know that is the answer I was requesting.  John's CDs are from my truth, the pinnacle of spiritual technology we have on the planet today to access the highest frequencies of nature to attend to the consciously growing human.  Check them out at www.spirit-repair.com or please email me and I can give you the skinny on them.  I have known John for almost 5 years and work with him and have seen so many things happen for others around the globe, I cannot help but trust nature and the process that is going on before my eyes, and directly with me.

I had to share this today as every morning I walk and hike through the trails here in Central Park in New York City with my pals Lilly and Bella.  It is when I am romping through nature by myself, repeating silently in my head a three word mantra John gave to me, I am almost like, if you can imagine whiskers or wings out from my body receiving, and feeling the same air that the trees are breathing and the oxygen they are feeding me.  I look up into the sky and feel the hot sun on my face, smell the dirt, hear the birds or the water from the water fall...then even better I will just look up and take in the entire majesty of a tree in front of me and take a deep breath.  Now, do you remember Star Trek and how when they said, "beam me up scotty" they would disintegrate into a million pieces and disappear?  Well this is what I imagine me doing....totally blending all of my perceived particles of my human body into the air with the trees...it is so darn cool....i encourage you to try it.  However, best to do by yourself or with your pet as sometimes it is hard to dismantle your mind if you have a human companion with you.

So back to my walk, while pumping up the steep hill, mind totally blank thinking of nothing I got an image of me wearing a t shirt with my soon to be released new website name, "Urban Opulence".  Thought not a thing of it, but OK...cool idea i guess that let it go.  Next Someone introduced themself to me at the water fountain at the park on the east side which is a big meeting place for everyone and the water is cold and comes out FAST in this heat.  My heart was so joyful she stopped and engaged in conversation as usually I am the one to do that :)  New to New York, she was curious who the "new chic" was in the park everyday as you do see familiar faces and greet each other with a smile.  So I am sure she will reach out at some point, bright woman she was, but the moral is that "image" I just got 20 minutes before romping through the north woods in the park came back and this time I connected the dots.  

Thank you God, Master Angels, Nature....so I should make a few t shirts with Urban Opulence on it to have people see in the park and perhaps go goggle when they get home.  The site will just be a tool for our planet to build community on consciously minded things so we can all work smart and not hard and share the things we find on our path to open a few windows to accelerated growth.  The site will not be one of a constricted mind locked in structure of "this is how it is" no, but "hey try this" knowing the path is different for everyone and it is our duty to discern, stay innocent, be flexible, question, be aware, senseful and do our best to become self aware and open to become to healthiest, evolved and powerful human we can become know we are more then just what we see in the mirror, but rather a full hologram of inconceivable layers of energetic pathways and faculties that all harmonize together that when we open our mouth, the symphony of it all is in the sound of our voice.  That was a mouthful I know.....but just take it in.

OK, finally before I diffuse my writing today, I picked up a book that lured me off the street the other day as an answer to a question that was given to me by a friend....another fun story for another day that is a direct result of an answer received, but the book is called, "Have You Been to Delphi" which is in Greece.  I frankly knew not a thing about Delphi but my girlfriend asked me how the idea of it "felt" to me because she was about to board a plane for Greece and was discerning her routes of travel.  So a few hours later, this book lures me to it and so there was her answer, perhaps?  The book is about Delphi an old ancient city in Greece that was a rather prophetic place where oracles were given to women called the "Pythia" they say one was "Unfolded into the light (or wisdom from God) by a woman.  Just before I started writing this to you regarding "intuitive impulses" , I looked at the book and opened it up to this,

 "When the prophetic faculty (or person, specifically the higher faculties of a person) is in the proper state to attune itself to the spirit, enthousiasmos (enthusiasm) is bound to come.  But when conditions are unfavorable, it is bound not to come."

So to discern that a couple things.  One.  If you yearn for receiving guidance for your path from nature, to know, to feel the clear telephone line, I suggest you do what you need to do to settle yourself down and clear your mind.  If that means go move, sit down and close your eyes, or even better get out in nature....it is just easier to dismount from your life to hear a different song, see or feel images etc etc.  Do all of this without your design that, OK I am going on a walk and am going to get an answer for this.  Sorry, it does not work that way.  Just put yourself in line with nature on a frequent basis and allow things to come.

Now if you would like to understand and begin to plow open and power up these pathways that you have that may be dormant (or like a wet noodle of a muscle), I would go to John's website at www.spirit-repair.com.  Go to the NEWS page and listen into a few of his audios about the nature of what he has to share with you about your nature.  You certainly can connect to me and I will get you rolling on some pretty knock down powerful tools and insights that are like the apple of spiritual technology for our time.

***When I write, I do not go back and re read, pay attention to grammer or run on sentences....not my style here so if your are bothered by that, innocently try to look past in and feel your way through it!  Warmly with a smile to your today, Susie

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Sense


feel
can you, on a walk in the morning after a rain, 
feel the dew on your cheek
the dampness in the air in your lungs on your inhale
look at the trees and if they had a voice, what would the tone of their song be for you
is the tree you gaze upon a male or female
is it breathing
regardless of the severity of the weather
it remains faithfully strong
no reaction to the cold
nor the heavy weight of humidity
or the heat of the sun's power

there is a lot to feel on a walk through a park without music in your ear
or conversation with another
just walking, hiking, feeling and sensing
almost like magic
how aware can one be
how sharply can you tune in and feel
i wonder what the trees say to each other when you leave their kingdom
probably nothing
only love
and an invitation to come back again

go deeply into nature
isolate yourself from noise
from structures of the world
listen to nature

i encourage 
the suspension of judgement 
i encourage
listening
to feel the intelligence
 in the frequencies of nature around you

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Innocence

This is a journey of this time.
A journey to find that center of innocence 
where your soul is influencing what you believe to be true. 

This will not come to you from any book, pictures or other constructs.  
It will come from nature,
and you must work very hard to not get in the way.  

-Master John Douglas
www.Spirit-Repair.com

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Because Of You





Because of your smile, you make life more beautiful
Because of your love, you make life an ongoing embrace
Because of your light, you draw me to you
Because of your laugh, you fill me with giggles
Because of your walk, you urge me to follow
Because of your strength, you encourage others
Because of your beauty, you radiate the world
Because of your power, you magnetize others to you
Because of your gentleness, you touch me deeply
Because of you, our world is better

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Finding Your Truth



With a recent move to New York City with my husband after having lived in Chicago for 19 years and growing up in Iowa, I released myself of 65 percent of my possessions and left my perceived "self" behind.  Feels terrific, though the process was not without discomfort and some resistance of letting go of routines, identities, lifestyles, work, family and dear friends...real gems of the world.  

Joyful to be on this side of it all, I am now adapting a new home and the energy of New York and all of its thrilling and unending resources.  Even though some things remain foundational of course, on many levels known and unknown to me, I am resetting the recipe of who I am.  New professional and friend relationships, new community, new neighborhood, new home, new routines, new identities.

In this process I turned to my greatest resource, teacher, healing practitioner and alliance Master John Douglas of Australia for a bit of direction and a floatation device in my new sea of resources called New York.  

In listening to one of his recent teleseminars, I heard and received the guidance, reminder, or clarification I needed to remind me to operate on my level of truth versus what I feel and see out there to be "true" to harmonize too.  

We all know it is "normal" or maybe its "unconscious" to discern a likeness, or seek a direction to take for your life from what you see, feel, absorb and ask from others around you.  But in knowingness of who I am always beating to a different drum and looking out of a different window from my life experiences, in John's words below he reminded me to act, discern and choose according to my own current level of evolution and truth.

Perhaps what he has to say here is just what you needed today.

"Many of us are conditioned to be told truth from a book, professor, friend, or family.
The challenge is falling into this innocence with the work you are doing and applying the spirit repair tools to cultivate yourself.  The challenge is to discern or to know, and that knowingness can only be felt.  
That is what you should yearn for first, to feel the clear telephone line of truth.  Yearn to feel it yourself, not to read it or to hear it, but to feel it yourself and to investigate it further and test and come up with the impulses of positive discernment within you so you can have the right frequency of truth for you, because truth will change.  Don't fool yourself, truth changes.  The higher up in frequency we go and the deeper in faith you go, that equals worthiness. And with increased worthiness the paradox plot thickens.  
Truth is different as it applies to you and to your view of nature. There is no end point we can see, it is a continual process of perfection.  This is the process we must understand.  Every resource, person, doctor, book, expert, astrologist, weekend workshops, psychics are there for you to discern for yourself.  
Truth will change according to what you are worth to nature at any given time, that is one of the hardest concepts for us to understand.  
Truth will change.  Our realities will change, causes will change, factors will change and multiply and you can never get your head around it, it only comes with knowing.  The quieter you are, the more powerful you are, how much power are you running, how bright is your light, how much are you interfering, what is the state of your physiology, what are you putting in your mouth.  
The answer is to get to that point of discernment.  Many things are possible."
-Master John Douglas Teleseminar Spring 2011

Master John's mission and work around the world is to relieve suffering and build the picture of the nature of our reality to understand the paradox of our reality and the flows of energy and matter that make this world we live in.  He is our modern day agent of change to accelerate our learning, healing and well-being for the good of all.

For more insight go to www.Spirit-Repair.com.  

Under the NEWS page you will find several audio clips to hear John's insights and perspectives on the nature of our existence and modern day holistic healing and personal growth tools and techniques.  In my opinion it is the pinnacle of spiritual technology for healing and advancing the mind, body, spirit and soul today.